Lost Connection

Peter longs for a connection, unlike the one with his best friend. Peter wants a friendship that allows him to touch, hold, feel and express. He longs for a connection that is new, one he hasn't seen before. A connection that makes him feel warm and cold, sad and happy and angry all at once, a connection that he knows is between him and her and no one else. A connection that he can share with his friends but they could never understand, he wants to get inside of her head, and she inside of his. He wants to be there for her worse times and the best and she for his. Peter is dying for love, but he can't seem to find it.. He comes close, but nothing promising. he's lost all desire, all ambition and he wants someone to bring that back to him.. He's lost the key to his heart and he's looking for someone with the lost copy.. A very small fire still burns where his passion used to live, or else he would've hung himself on a tree by now, he would've ran his car off the side of a bridge. Something still burns inside of Peter, but he just doesn't have any tinder for it..